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Hello!!! Welcome to my website, my name is Shawn!!!My youtube!!!

stuff i like

Yo, what's up my sigmas!!! Id like to dedicate this part of the thing to a little get to knnow me type thing. I am around 13-15 years old(not gonna specify,) I really like music, writiing, reading, bracelet making, the muppets :3, bob burbur(bobs burgers), lowkey literally anything with more than three colours, like it could be the most overwheleming, incomprehensible slop and i will eat it up, a nice orange glow, madilyn mei(her "the bard" ep has my heart), will wood(can you tell i have a very scattered brain yrt?,) my my broken, destroyed, disgusting old watch, i literally cuddle it, the way metal feels against my face and fingers(hense the old watch), piano, im not klie super good at it but i aspire to hopefully one day maybe be as cracked as will wood, like when im eighty in a home, someone whips out a piano and i start playing blackboxwarrior and scream like a madman, little side note my english teacher likes will wood AND the front bottoms, shes literally sooo cunty i love her,i like parentheses if you couldnt tell, 'th's that just make a 't' sound ex.boathouse, or parentheses, its literally so fun to write and read i love it sososososososososso much, stickers, literally if you take one measly gander in my direction when im at school i have one big ol'(MADILYN MEI REFERENCE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?) water bottle absotootly COVERED in stickers, lists, crocheting, shockingly i abslutely HATE silent 't's, slaping my knee when laughing, words with 'gh' in them, can you tell im literally just thinking of whatever comes to mind rn or do i gotta woo you a little bit moree? >:3 just by reading this do you think id be fun to be around or astonishingly insufferable?, people who recognize how horrid A.I is(my ART teacher supports A.I, that is the most scandalous thig he couldve ever told a class full to the brim with moldable minds of the youth), layered vocals in songs, listen to two of my favourite musicians songs' bro that shit hits so unbelievably hard, and the oxford comma. (i will die on this mother fucking hill i stg.)(dec. 22, 2024)

It's been awhile :]

So so so, how are y'all? I ask to literally no one. Erm, tbh i totally forgor about this, and i lowkey don't really care enough to make this super prttey looking. I want it to look cool, but i dont care enough to properly learn to code lol. I think im just gonna use this as a less private journal thst i update every 3 months. Little update thing for yall, ive started properly writting three of mmy OC's lore, and the only reason ive done that is cause we needed to write a narative short story for LA(english class). Now my oc's lore is most definately NOT ment to be a short story, it's complicated as fuck, so instead of writing thee whole thing' i turned the expositon of what would be probably maybe a novel(if i set my mind to it) into a whole story, expo, rising action, climax, falling action, resolution, and all. Anygay, i finished and handed it in the day before march break(the first full week of march) and she said she would grade it over march break but she left mine at the school. :( On tuesday tho, about two weeks after she said shed get it back to us she FINALLY gave it back, and guess what. I got LITERALLY the HIGHEST GRADE POSSIBLE. Many of us (my classmates, siblings and friends) all thought it was impossible, none of use have ever seen one of them on anything, none of even knew someone who knew someone who got it, it was a legend among men, a 4+, I get chills just thinkinng about it.So it has occured to me that my school district grades things VERY strangely, so here's a little scale for reference.

My writing was graded on a rubric that went 1-4, with no "+"s. The way my LA teacher doesit, is that she prints out the rubric and highlights the criteria or whatever its called, and everything she highlighted was in the 4 section, therefore, i got a 4+. Also on the rubric, she leaves a space for additional comments, she said my writting far exeeds what is expected of a student in my grade, she also said it made her feel sticky and gross while she was reading it(that's a good thing, it was ment to be deppressing and a little scary and icky). On the top of the rubric, not where the extra comments were ment to go she wrote "When, not if, you write a book I will be the first in line to purchase." She said "when, not if". YIPPIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, the very first part of my OCs' story got me the highest grade it possibly could, I should probably write, I dunno, the other parts? *Gasp* thats crazy. Maybe one day I'll have written the whole story and maybe even gotten it published. I mean if S. E. Hilton could write The Outsiders when she was 15-16, I could probably write Astral (my story) now too, albeit, probably a lot worse but hey, shut up. My words of wisdom to whomever reads this, probably future me, "don't start un-believing, never don't not feel your feelings" -Mabel Pines Bye!!!!!!! (Mar. 29, 2025)

Entry three

HIIIIIIII!!!!! It has been, again, a while. About six months. Yesterday and today i fanally put my mind to learing html, and soon after that i will begin learning css. After learning a bit of html, I am shocked that the way i have been doing these entries even works, like honestly its a mess. When im not working on learning html and css, i am designing what i want this website to become in my skketchbook.ive been thinking of doing it like a map thing but ive been exploring neocities and iv ebeen seeing losts of websites that look like an old computer desktop, and i think i might make the map thing just a subsection dedicated to my ocs/writing. Like the map locations would be astral,rule of three, symbolism in my writing, unseeing oak, and bothersome birch. also i was thinking that i could put this part, its kind of like a blog right now, but i was thonking i could put it in a diary type thing.
More on life, I recently started highschool, and its ot as bad as i expected. i joined band and now im learning the flute, my band is learing the pieces Recharge and Into the Enchanted Forest. i really like the songs but ive only been playing the flute for about 3 weeks, so it sounds like trash.
I also auditionned for drama, my school is doing a production of Addams Family The Musical. This would be my first musical ever, for my middle school only ever did plays, so i was and am, super stressed. I really wnated to be LUrch because he doesnt really talk or sing, so i thought thatd be good for me, cause im not super confident in my singing abilities. so here comes the day of the auditions, my friend also has auditions that day so we walk over to the audotorium together. I had signed up for the time stot that was like the third on the list, but the two that were before me didnt show up so i was made to go first. My very first problem was, i didnt know if you could hear me from outside the audotorium with the door closed, so iw as pretty scared to sing too loud. and i ws wayy to nervous to ask if i was aloud to play the instrumentals while i sung, and even if i did ask and was allowwed, i had, in my nervousness,forggotten my phone outside in the hall with my friend, so no music for me, just raw vocals. any way i sung the song sugar cloud, from ride the cyclone, cause its a banger song and also underrated. anygay, when i was singing i was ont he verge of tears cause i thought it was absolute dog shit. anyway, two days later they release the casting list and I GOT THE ROLEEEE. super happy about that, but im also super nervous cause my biggest opp is in the ensemble, and all my friends whos biggest opp is also that one girl, are int he play and stage crew, so youve got like, five to six teens who absolutely HATE eachother, in the same play. so, not super excited to see how that will play out, im hoping we dont have to interact and if we do, im hoping shes learned how to act civilly within the last 10 months. but judging off the recounts of other kids from my school, she has not.
Anygay cya! (Oct. 12, 2025)